Thinking way too much

I’ve been thinking a lot about my life and where i want things to go. As you know I am 20 years old and have quite the life ahead of me. This brings me to thinking… What the fuck do you do? And to be quite honest I really don’t know. I am a pastry chef and although I’ve always dreamed of being one, my heart wants more. I want to travel. I have been given the opportunity to go to Australia for 5 to 6 months and live there with my love while he works at a vineyard. I don’t think I could ask for anything more perfect! But I can’t help but worry about the what if’s and the little voice in the back of my head asking, “is this really a good idea?” As I said I am 20 years old with a whole life ahead of me so for this I must say, and excuse my french but fuck it! You only live once and I plan to make this life a memorablle one. Wish me luck!

with love, Riley

You just hurt me so much.

i’m sorry? i don’t quiet know what i could have done :(